2004-08-15 [abcde223]: oh well i was just playin

2004-08-15 [vee.]: i dunno she left!!:'( i know u were playin

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Poor vessy... :(

2004-08-15 [vee.]: hmm now im all alone :(

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: No you're not..

2004-08-15 [vee.]: hey uriel!!!yay me not alone!

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: yeah I just went downstairs to get something to drink I was thirsty but me back. :D

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: I wont leave until you leave Vessy.

2004-08-15 [vee.]: aww thanx!!!!!well im not leavin till my sisters come home

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Your welcome!!!!! Okay once you leave I'll leave.

2004-08-15 [vee.]: alright thanx!!*huggles* oh sorry forgot u dont like hugs

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Your welcome!! *huggles back* I do.. if they're from you.. but the other people.. not too much..

2004-08-15 [vee.]: oh yay then im super special!

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: lol! yeah.. super uber special!! *wraps around vessy*

2004-08-15 [abcde223]: GET A ROOM buddies lol jk where jess ?o.0?

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: lol we don't know.. she just leaves without notice..

2004-08-15 [abcde223]: awww sucks i got a without notice to jess :( sleeping AGAIN

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: lol yeah.. she always does that..

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: ....hi

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Hi.

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: so whats new?

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Hmm... Well I asked Vessy out.. Jess found out I felt about her at one time.. Umm... Other than that.. Nothing.. what about you?

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: me...being depressed...all because of a mistake i did...and i regret it too...but life goes on...what did vessy say too your question?...

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Ah, I see, that sucks.. but yeah.. life goes on.. She needed a couple days to think about it because something is going on over there right now..

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: wow...i've herd that line before...and it sucks...it made me go nuts...it was like toying with my feelings...so i hope you can handle it...(i couldn't)

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: lol well I just told her to take as much time as she needed.... *sigh*... but something gives me the feeling she'll say no..

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: will i said the same thing to the one person that told me that line...and yea...i just couldn't take the presure...and everything else...so yea...well don't always think that they will say no...never know what kind of answer you will get...so don't get such negitive thoughts about it...the best thing to do is to just forget about it...she will give you a answer...soon maybe...or maybe not...but she will give you a answer

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii pppppppppppppppppppplllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Oh, I see.. hehe I can wait I truly don't mind waiting.. Eh, well that's the way my mind works.. don't know why.. but it does... I never know what kind of answer I will get.. but usually the feelings I get is right... except for 2 times.. out of.. what... much more than 2... but oh well... I'll just forget about it... even if she says no.. i'll just live my life normally like always...

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Hi.

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: well there is something going on over there with vessy n iom sure if she wanted u guys to know about it then she would tell you but untill then u just gotta accept that theres something wrong and u might not be the most important thing on the list at the moment , sorry if i sound harsh or anythign but when u guys talk like that it makes the person go on a guilt trip n vessy has enough going on right now so umm yea

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Well I already know that.. but truly I don't even care.. I'm just giving her as much time as she needs... and no that did not sound harsh.. I'm never the most important thing.. never will be either.. and i'm proud to be the least important.. and I really don't mean to make anyone feel guilty...

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: ur not the least important!!!! dun ever say that or i will slap u!

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Well I want to be at least... *i'm never left alone to do what I want.. *Sigh** slap me, go ahead, I just don't care anymore.

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: WELL UR NOT THE LEAST IMPORTANT THING!!!!!! i didnt say u couldnt want to be im just saying grr nvm ur just... difficult..!!!! but i still luv ya

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Confused now aren't we Jess?

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: YES!!!! *sits in corner*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: *Walks away to go sit in his own little dark corner specially made for just him*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: *finds a cardboard box and puts it over himself*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: *takes out a razor blade*

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: *walks over to u n sits infront of u* u better not be playing with that thing

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: bah! what can't I have windows on my house? *starts to cut squares on the card board box*

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: nope cuz then it wont be dark no more

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: I'm just going to make eye holes for I can see where i'm at.. *cuts to little eye holes, lifts up the box, throws the razor and goes back inside the box*

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: *sits on top of your box * lol it doesnt cave in... lmao

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Hehehe.. either it's a strong box or you're that damn light...

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: i weigh 71

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Hmmm.. you're light.. but i've seen lighter.. but still even under that much weight.. an average box would cave in.. so it has to be a strong box hehehe..

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol not really my brothers had a bunch of boxes all over n i say on it n it wouldnt cave

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: lol I see.. well those are strong boxes... if they can support 71 pounds... my friend Alyssa she weighs only 62 pounds and everytime she sits on the card board boxes they always cave in.. hehe.. so it's just the boxes..

2004-08-15 [Pikey]: How you doin ;)

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Whom may you be speaking to?

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: "O.o... FUCK!!! I got a shit load of spam in my bulk folder... *faints* 849 new messages in my fucking bulk folder..

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2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Hmmm... I started to get all this bullshit after I broke up with my Ex-Gf Catelyn Puza... She was a bitch.. she wanted me to do all kinds of fucking shit... cut my hair, drink wine coolers, have sex with her, do drugs with her... that's the only reason I broke up with her and ever since that... I've been getting all this bullshit..

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2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: its okay...i've been single for quite a while now...i hate it...i get the same shit in my e-mail...it sucks...so now...i just stop checking it...afraid of what will come next...*sigh*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Ah, I see, that sucks.. I've been single for only a bit now.. not too long but either way I still hate it.. lol I get the same shit in my email all the time too but sometimes it's different.. or something new I haven't seen before like that ms. pacman shit.. I don't look at the messages and it's contents.. I just like to read the subjects on them.. they make me laugh...

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Some retards have been flooding the email system with their stupid fucking spam about cheap ink. So I went to their site and filled out a feedback form. I suggest you do the same. Their web site is 00inkjets.com. Here is the response I put:

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: email: spam@spam.com

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Dear Morons,

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Thank you for contributing to society by flooding email systems with your useless crap. Please, go fuck yourselves. If you want me to buy your ink, give me a blow job first, then maybe I'll think about it.

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Stop spamming, or we'll spam you.

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: lol now thats funny....i havn't laughed today...so thanks i needed that....lmao....ROFLMGDFAO.....

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: LMFAO! yeah I put it in my diary for everyone to read, and your welcome..

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: so yea...what you been up too today?

2004-08-15 [lusci0uz X playmate]: .... *sits on the couch n looks at ppl*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: nothing much.. just been listening to moosique.. working out a somewhat.. using the computer... and all the stuff that I do in my normal daily boring life.. what about you?

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: i've been working out...skateboarding...and been on the comp...pretty much thats it...

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: That's cool.. There's nothing much to do.. All of a sudden... Now that i'm single... I'm always bored...

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: yea i know what you mean...i have nothing to do...i use to do alot of things with my ex's...but now...its like i have nothing....*sigh*

2004-08-15 [the one the only the ogrady]: hey its andrew

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: yeah.... *sigh* without a gf there's not much I can do..

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: yea...same here...its like i lost all will to live...*sigh*

2004-08-15 [the one the only the ogrady]: ogrady

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: yeah.. I know what you mean.. *sigh*I just lost all will to do anything much...

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: yea...*sigh*...its like there is no point of living but you know you have too...*sigh*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: I know.. *sigh* ... It really sucks too... I just feel so empty without a gf...

2004-08-15 [abcde223]: pup + vessy = g/f + b/f? lol comeon

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Maybe... No one is shure yet...

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: well atleast someone wants you...you know?...i have nothing...its like im a shadow...everyone doesnt care so they pass by me...*sigh*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Well yeah.. I know she want's me as a friend so far.. but i'm unshure if she'd want me as her bf... you have something... you just don't know it... you may not want to believe it but it's true... someone does care they're just too afraid to show it.. or you haven't realized that someone does care...

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: well if there hiding it...than there doing a damn good job of it...i just wish ppl would just go out and say what they are feeling...but than again...i do that...and no one wants me...so i guess i can understand why they hide it...*sigh*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: They're not hiding it because they don't want you.. they're hiding it because they fear of what might happen if they do show how they're feeling... so it's not you unborn.. it's them..

2004-08-15 [Yakizashi]: i hope your right...but than again...some ppl even say im not worth anything...*sigh*

2004-08-15 [f8cfaf3]: Ignore the people who say that to you, that's not true at all..

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: Sleep, it's a bitch. Fluffy, is my bitch. But I'm sleeps bitch.. So does that make Fluffy Sleeps bitch by proxy?

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: >_>...<_<,,,><

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: what?

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: nothing.. just felt like doing that...=3

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: lol okay.

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: Good bye cruel world...

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: *takes out a water gun and points it to his head*

2004-08-16 [lusci0uz X playmate]: ........

2004-08-16 [lusci0uz X playmate]: *takes ur watergun away*

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: bah! hmmm... there must be something I can do...

2004-08-16 [abcde223]: WOW OVER 1000 comments congrats jess :P

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: "O.o

2004-08-16 [lusci0uz X playmate]: YAY *DANCES AROUND*

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: *sigh*... o.o...

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: Hmm... bored... maybe I can put myself down... anyone want to help?

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: I guess not.. *shrugs* oh well..

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: You suck [f8cfaf3] you're a useless piece of shit.. you're worth nothing!! why don't you go kill yourself.. you got nothing to fucking live for you fucking ass!!!

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: hmmm.... what else...

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: >.< sucks being the only one trying to put me down...

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: Why doesn't anyone want to help me? O.o...

2004-08-16 [lusci0uz X playmate]: because we dont want to. ur a great guy n we love you and we dont want to put you down *hugs u*

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: OoOoOoOohh.... okay... thanks! *hugs back* well I try doing anything out of boredom... even putting myself down.. but it never works.. I just laugh at the lame attempts...

2004-08-16 [lusci0uz X playmate]: lol ok well we arnt gunna help u put urself down ur on your own for that one

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: lol okay.. well you should look at my lame attempts... nothing works.. I just look at it.. raise my left eyebrow and laugh.. but eventually someone would be willing to help my put myself down... or at least try to... just one of these days.. *sigh*... I'm like in serious need of money.. I'm taking fucking online surveys to make some money.. although some of these god damn surveys wont work on firefox.. :'(... wich means I have to use Internet explorer... I hate Internet Explorer!! *pouts*

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: .....You can use slimbrowser or mozilla..o.O;

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: I hate mozilla.. grrr... never heard of slimbrowser...

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: I use slimbrowser.. really cool stuff! Instead of opening up another window.. it has a little side-scrolling bar and it has listed all the opened websites.. you click and POOF! window appears without the mess... it's pretty cool.. I can find the link for it if you want

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: I see... well here's a screen shot..

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]:

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: Like that.. but it's compatible with IE stuff..

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: Oh, I see, oki doki, well give me the link.. let's see if I like this..

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: Sorry I took so long to answer >.<.. Had to go out

2004-08-16 [Diro the Snicker]: This is da download PAGE!! RAWR!! PH34R T3H BR0WS3R!! http://www.flashpeak.com/sbrowser/dlpage.php

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: BAH! I hate that kind of language with your numbers and letters.. agravates me... grr..

2004-08-16 [f8cfaf3]: You know what? It reminds me of the AOL web browser.. it looks exactly like it..

2004-08-17 [Diro the Snicker]: O.o;.. no idea.. Sorry bout the l33tness... go hyped

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: lol well my cousin and uncle had aol so I know what it looks like.. it's alright..

2004-08-17 [Diro the Snicker]: Coolio..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: *sigh* once again.. I'm all alone in this cruel world..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: lalalalalalala.....................Why?!!!!!....

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: I don't know why............

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: YES YOU DO YOU FUCKER!!!!

2004-08-17 [My fords got a HEMI]: Hey!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: NO I FUCKING DONT!!!!!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: YES YOU DO!!!!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: NO I DON'T!!!!!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Stop lieing to yourself!!!

2004-08-17 [My fords got a HEMI]: u alright over there lol!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: I'm not fucking lieing to myself you fucker!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Yes you're!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: How am I lieing to myself then? tell me that you fucker!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: You're lieing to yourself that you're not lieing to yourself!!!

2004-08-17 [My fords got a HEMI]: on that note im going to bed cya anarchypup and the person in your head!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: I think it is you who is lieing to ones self.

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: NIIN!!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Yes you are!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Nu uh!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Yu huh!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Nu uh!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Yu huh!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Nu uh!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Yu huh!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: $5 says that it's not true.

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: $5 says it's true.

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Wait..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: What?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: What were we talking about again?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: You know.. I don't know..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: bah! neither do I....

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Oh well.

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: yeah... so... how's life?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Life's just dandy, and yours?

2004-08-17 [My fords got a HEMI]: ...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Good I guess..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: cool...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: yeah...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: so what's up?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Nothing much, just being bored like always, what about you?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Same...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Cool.. so... why are you bored?

2004-08-17 [My fords got a HEMI]: ...wow...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Pretty much the same reason you're bored..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: You mean, having nothing to do, being single, and having no life?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Yep...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Wow... and I thought I was the only one..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: lol

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: What's so funny?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: I don't know.. I just find it funny... hehe..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: You've got to give me a better reason than that..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Damn... ummm.... umm.... let's see.. umm.. hey look a kitty! *points to a kitty*

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Where?!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: There!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Where?!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: There!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: You've got to give me better directions than just there...

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Okay fine! Over there, across the street by the building corner..

2004-08-17 [My fords got a HEMI]: Night night

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: What building corner, there's so many buildings..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: That building *points to a building*

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: You've got to tell me details here..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Okay fine.. The blue buiding with stucco walls..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: well that sort of helps me narrow it down... to 6 buildings.. give me more details..\

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: well that sort of helps me narrow it down... to 6 buildings.. give me more details..

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: ummm that building right there... *points to exact building and throws a rock at the house*

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Oooooh... okay.. thank you.. :D

2004-08-17 [lusci0uz X playmate]: ................

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: ....................................................?

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: SQUIRREL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: Don't mind me, i'm just talking to myself in my own little pathetic world. :D

2004-08-17 [lusci0uz X playmate]: i see........ *picks up pet baby squirrel n pets it*

2004-08-17 [f8cfaf3]: yeah.... *looks at you pet the squirrel..*